eergggh ...exam is just around the corner...i feel *********

so exhausted lo...bg la i kesabaran dan semangat ntok study, why feel macam x der mood jer nak pegang buku, huhuu, tolong! i dun like to have ths feeling, friends, help  me...i`m gasping for the air rite now..i really dun have a mood to study, i hate this u know..why must all the problem make me lost my focus on my goal, i want a be success...i want all A`s...all..i means all, but i can see that i dun have the effort...i dun have ths kind of attitude before, why i become like this? i`m totally change..where`s my strong spirit to study....eerrggghhh, i`m really damn..i`m dying!!!!

Alahan..cis

cis, banyak betul assignment nak kene wat aduh...gler...alah betul lah ngan sumer ni, sakit perut dibuatnyer, tak tau la naper harini macam sial sikit, gaduh gaduh gaduh, ee x suka la gaduh2 ni...sakit hati, akit kepala, sumerla sakit, geram betol la..dah la pulak alah ngan makanan misteri. habi mata aku gatal2 nak kat bengkak da ni, siot jer, ntah aper ntah aku telan ntah. dari semalam lak tu, aiseyh, semalam duk asyik tolong mom masak kat uma cousin, kenduri doa selamat...terrer gak aku masak, tapi ni lah natijahnya, masak2 masuk mulut sampai tak tau alah pada aper...cis...cepatla pulih..aku da tak tahan da ni mata muka bengkak sumer, rasa macam belon lak, dusssss..sian aku,,

Today at computer Lab

huhuhu....kitorang suppose class at 10 tapi habis awal, so nak menyibuk la kat group A class, almaklum ek ahli kitorang cikit jew pown....huhuhu...kitorang ni nyibuk je kan? tapi takpe, best..wat kecoh kalau x senyap jer

mis yang sporting ni, hahahha, so cute la...lec kitorang da paham sangat ngan perangai group ni, hahhaahha best2...

My Vacation...so happy...thanks abg

thank you for this vacation dear,

i`m so happy....

even we not always meet each other

you know how to spend and appreciate 

the time with me...how sweet....

eee...ni bukan smile tau, ni menahan geli...berat gler
 

1,2,3....smile!!!! alolololo,

lebih kurang macamtu la, posing, masa ni

kitorang kat batu feringgi beach,

cantik sangat view dier...

x rugi kalau pergi...

tgok laut kat blakang tu, huhuhu

rasa nak terjun jer...

peace! huhuhuhu.....
hamboi2 lebor je senyum..
nampak gigi sampai....hahahhahaha...
janggut tu i yag trim ok, cantikkan? 
hati2 abg, tergolek kat blakang kang susah...
cuba tgok tol2 hahhha 
macam ketam dah lak kan? 
ader 2 sepit, ahahaha
tangkap2! ketam besar

buai laju2.... sampai cucur atap

lalalalala.......

laju tau buai ni, tapi abg takot, hahahha

suka hati jer kitorang guna buai ni, hahah mintak la maap

kat tuan empunya buai, x mintak izin,

huhuhhuuu

mmmuuuaaahhh....

ahaks, bahagianya tika dan saat ini...

mahu saja waktu dihentikan seketika, sambil2 menikmati

pemandangan di empangan air, wah2...

selamber jer, macam tempat ini kami yang punya,

takde papan tanda no kiss at here ok!

huhhuu, jagn jelous... ihik

 

dapnyer...ais krim...i yang habiskan sorang2 masa ni kat queensbay mall, tembamnyer pipi, hahahha, makan jer...

waktu ni sumer kat pulau pinang...

I Love You

Sweet baby I love you for real
I can't explain just how I feel
You are to me a special love
And the love I feel is from above
To never hurt you is my true desire
Yet right now my heart is on fire
It burn in away I can't explain
Completely different from other pains
It's sadness yet joyful too
Devastated yet hopes crushed
Still strongly unbearable yet copes
Baby I love you 

If I had one wish.

My wish would be you.If I could choose.
I would stay in your arms forever.
Our hearts would fuse.
And our love would become an endeavor.

I would wish for you to stay with me.

For you to be my love.

You would be my hearts key. Forever my angel, my dove Forever is a long time. I will write our love in a rhyme.

Tears...

 

macam2 happen kat this life kan....tapi paling tak suka ngan tears....biler sakit hati mesti dier keluar...

orang cakap that is normal, itu cara kita nak lepaskan marah ke, geram ker, hermmm, let me story u something :

sesiapa pun boleh judge cerita ni, well, ths girl having so much problem, x kirala, hal family ker, kawan ker, personal life ker, memagla setiap manusia tu ada masalah, tapi kalau asik bertimbun jer problem tu mesti la got something rite? ths girl x la pandai or genius mane pun, tapi die kuat usaha and rajin study, kalau orang sibuk enjoy ngan member2 keluar sana sini, tapi ths girl  lebih suka duduk n buat hal dier sendri, kalau diajak pun x kan pernah nak ikut punyala, kata remaja biasala kalau keluar hooohaaa ngan member2, betol x? masa remaja cuma skali, huhu, however what i see on ths girl she seems like not interest of what as teenager likes to do, asik duk terperuk je, lama2 nak jumpa orang kat luar pun  da takut, hermmmm pity her, yang lebih kesian lagi about her personal life la, dah bertahun dia duk menunggu ******* tapi x dilayan pown, nak tolong x boleh, hal orang, oleh sebab nak ubat hati kononnya nak la cari someone...so mengadala dier cintan ngan **** lama la jugak ader la lebih kurang 4 years, yang sedihnyer end up ptus jugak bukan tu jer siap kene ugut sumer la, haish....menambahkan lagi sakit ader....habis jer spm then she continue study kat *** kononnyer nak chnage her life jadi lebih better than before, alih2 lain pulak yag jadi.... berubah tahap extreme, then i ask her why u need to be like this? u r so good in ur education, then nak dijadikan cerita dia da penat dengan life dier, macamtu la lebih kurang jawapan dier, maksud penat dier tu like bfore ths she too struggle ngan study dier, then akhirnyer dier fade up, she`s become too tired...herm....mana taknyer, result dier sumer gempak, kira ok la... tak taula aper yag happen kat dalam diri dia sampai totally become someone yang i pun x kenal da, kerap keluar ngan guy... always changes tau....tapi yg bagus dier tau jaga diri dier, herm,...pepahamla, haha, even seksi manapun dier but she still take good care bout herself, sampaila one day she finds someone yang boleh kita kata soulmate gitu, alhamdulillah...she`s getting better la...slalu happy..i pun happy la tgok...tapi one day she keeps crying the whole day tau crying, habis bengkak mata, tears keluar x habis2....then i ask her, what happen actually, u know what, orang yang dier keep waiting dulu tu come to her, OMG! hahhaha, memagla, susah tau dier nak lupakan orag yag diidamkan x dapat, biler da dapat, naper nak nagis...tol tak...rupanya ******* ni memag la x gentle langsung tau, he come n to see her bg hopes then ...lepas tu hilang macmtu jer...pastu datag lagi like macam tempat persinggahan la pulak, hey mr.******* she also have a feeling tau jagala hati dier sikit, bodoh....dier pun bukan nak sangat kasih sayang u pun....kenapala ada laki bodoh macam ni ek? herm...now dier da confused ngan her feelings, dier da sayag sangat da ngan soulmate dier tu, pulaknyer datang laki bodoh ni yang x pandai nak jaga hati orag lagsung.....so, she ask me patot ker dier mengejar cinta yag da lama terpendam tu atau terus menjaga relationship n berbahgia dengan soulmate dier tu, hermmm....so what do you think? what should i say to her?

My First Blogs

hey friends...let me tell you something, this is actually my first blogs, so that i need a guide from u guys. i want to create a new hobby, maybe this one is good for me, well, I'm not really good in grammar and vocab, so hopefully u guys help me. i will post some good story for your reads...but maybe it will more related with me, my thoughts, ideas, experience, and whatever that i thing its nice....well, u know what, i love my friends so much.....they gives me smile, laugh, we enjoy the time together....now i`m 18 years old, school times is over, no more packed class, no more uniform, no more strict rules.....however, i miss it so....much..now i continue my study at MSU...my journey starting from here....at here, i stand on my own feet....the first sem make me so suffering, well, everything we have do by our own not our teacher anymore...now we got tutor...first day of class i`m crying...so can u imagine how am i so suffered, with hot sun,i cannot find my class, thought it was easy when we get the map, the worst thing i even don`t understand the direction in the maps. gossshhhh....i can`t forget this moment, i late for the class, but thank God i still could find it, as i entering the class, Oh My GOD, there`s so many people inside, the only thing that playing in my head, how can i study with this kind of environment....but no worries...after a few week my class, my schedule become so clear and efficient. besides, i have a gang ths time...hahhahhaaa....i enjoy alot my studying then,....so, frens, dun b afraid when we r in the process to suit ourself in the new environment, its fun actually....hahahahaa, ....