eergggh ...exam is just around the corner...i feel *********

so exhausted lo...bg la i kesabaran dan semangat ntok study, why feel macam x der mood jer nak pegang buku, huhuu, tolong! i dun like to have ths feeling, friends, help  me...i`m gasping for the air rite now..i really dun have a mood to study, i hate this u know..why must all the problem make me lost my focus on my goal, i want a be success...i want all A`s...all..i means all, but i can see that i dun have the effort...i dun have ths kind of attitude before, why i become like this? i`m totally change..where`s my strong spirit to study....eerrggghhh, i`m really damn..i`m dying!!!!